Vulnerability and Power

Hello bright souls!

Yesterday afternoon I was listening to a teleconference put on by The Feminine Shift; in which the speaker said something that struck a cord with me.  She said “the more vulnerable you are the more powerful you are.”  What a profound statement, so profound that I am still digesting it.  I wanted to share this with you because I believe this is something that we all need to look into; this could be the catalyst for a shift in your life. 

This was my thought, how is it possible that I could really become more powerful the more vulnerable I am?  Fear grips at my soul and mind strings when I feel vulnerable and my usual response is to hold back and not follow through for fear of failure and the thought of what others will think or say of me. 

But when I have been feeling vulnerable in a relationship I have found myself at my most creative with my writing.  So… what I am thinking then is that if I allow myself to be vulnerable in that moment, like I am now by writing these thoughts, that my creation will make me feel more empowered over the fear that I have of putting my writing out into the universe.  You see what I mean by I am still digesting this great notion of power and vulnerability.  This is good because just as I write these words I feel lighter, brighter and super energized; because although I don’t know exactly what it will mean to me I can feel the power that it has.  This is a great place to be at!

Sat nam

Ajinder

Welcome to Ajinder’s Third Eye!

For a very long time I have had the desire to create a blog and share my thoughts with the whomever would be interested in reading my insights into life via my rosy (or not so rosy) colored glasses.

I have put a lot of thought into the desire to write.  I have been journaling since I was 15 thanks to Mr. Garrett my English and homeroom teacher.  Through out the years I have compiled dozens of notebooks and journals detailing my feelings and daily comings and goings.  Journaling has brought much needed comfort and sanity during very difficult times in my life.

I had plenty of teenage love secrets, sad and lonely days when I thought my life had come to an end and I would not survive.  I wrote poetry and love letters in my journal during those days.  Then I grew up and my life was pretty good, until I got married for the first time and it wasn’t pretty good anymore and I took refuge once more in my journals.  I poured my very intimate feelings in those journals but kept out my dark scary thoughts in fear that if they came to fruition it would not appear as premeditated anything.  My journaling has been with me through some very tough times and plenty of very happy ones.  But I must admit that it’s during the dark times that my journal has spent more time with me and listen to all I have in my heart and needed to share.

Writing is a dream of mine one that has been kept hidden within my journal pages and my heart for fear of failure and of making a fool of myself.  Due to those self imposed limitations of my creativity I have held back my need to create with my writing.  I love this form of communication with the world.  I love a new journal with fresh pages just waiting for the ink to glade through its surface; the look of a computer page waiting for the thoughts to come pouring out via the key strokes. 

I want to write so much more but I don’t want to scare anyone away or not be comprehensive enough with all that sits with my soul ready to share with the universe, with you! 

My intention is to write once a week to start, then followed by daily insightful questions to ask you for that day and ponder your life experience through.

Thank you for stopping by please keep coming back and sharing with me your thoughts and life experiences together we all make up the great net of humanity of the universe.

Sat Nam

(Sat Nam means Truth is my identity and I call upon the eternal Truth that resides in all of us.)

Ajinder