It has been a while since I last blogged. I have been focused the last two weeks on my physical body. Preoccupied with my eating habits and exercising. I joined my company gym and their sponsorship of Weight Watchers. You see all of my life I have had issues with my weight. My first marriage was a very unhappy one in huge part because I was over weight and he had issues with my looks.
Which should tell you how insecure I have been my entire life about my looks and actually my entire life decisions. I have held myself back in so many different ways because of my lack of self esteem. Then it all snow balled from there.
This life have been such a roller coaster just like many I am sure. I have been blessed that my roller coasters have not been placed in haunted houses like those of many human spirits. I have issues to work with and through and I know that and am consciously aware that I have now such a better opportunity to solve these opportunities with grace and ease thanks to all the tools and the support system I am growing around me.
Life couldn't be better than it is now. Keep a positive outlook and everything will turn for the best, it always does I have found.
Sat nam
Ajinder
really nice!
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